Veggies most

I ordered a month's worth of a well-known diet shake/program in May. Then in June, my stepfather got sick and died, so I never got around to trying it.

I sat down today to finally open the box. The contents were interesting. I held each item - the bag of shake mix, the two plastic tumblers from which to drink it, the booklets, "my tracker" - and felt like it would certainly be worth a shot.

Then I set it all neatly aside and opened the Little Debbie I had carried to my desk. It went really well with my coffee.

There's just so much.

I feel so big and so little.

Confusion and frustration.

Anger.

But still...

Here is the advice the universe has sent me today:

"Jesus replied, 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.'" (sheee-it, that's a heady one to start with)

Get outside

Music

Work

Veggies most

Freaking frig, it's so simple.

Why is it so hard?